The 'Nuffin-ness' of being idle

Here comes the nuffin man...the nuffin man, the nuffin man?
What an idealistically ideal term...the nuffins the matter.
I was once asked the explain how can someone be doing nuffin? Well it's easy. How can someone not be doing Nuffin aye?
It's not so much for the feeling than it is for your state of being. It's an idea that does not reach many or a term that you cannot define out loud. It's the basic meandring of the mind when it has no where else to wander and it resorts for the simpler things in life. Like staring into nuffiness.
Sometimes when you are this closed , like a tightly tied christmas present you don't want anyone else to open but your own shadow, you become that one word you have been saying all your life and passing the world by. Nuffin.It did become an open ended story for me once, not very long back. I did share my nuffiness in an open battle of thoughts and words.Still do time and again, contradictorily speaking 'cos something's you just gotta havta ...well more about that later...much later..
When I am asked 'whats the matter' , this question comes to me like a hard hitting brick and i freez. Is it the pent up guilt of knowing the end of that question or the fact that you would be laughed on upon like the mad hatter because you don't have the muchness anymore. I don't think so much as a nuffin at times and it's bliss to know that. It gets me thinking alot more and at the end of the day it's as easy as a choco sprinkled nuffin!.
The world's beautful when you see everything so clearly and know allll too well and say nuffin at all! geddit?